look at all those numbers and weird letters and symbolsfurther pure maths is just foul and disgusting. FP1 was okay i guess. starting from FP2 onwards, its just horrible. i dont think i understand a thing. its just vile. its nothing like A-level math.
ive got an FP2 test tomorrow. tried to revise during topschools time, but hahaha i think i was just flipping through the pages looking at simple stuff like, 'the derivative of sinh x is cosh x', other than that its just a bunch of numbers and letters and integration signs which dont really mean anything to me. urrrrghhh. if i understood this shit, then further maths would be fun. but now, i think its just a waste of time. unless i get a crash course in it and do a bunch of practice papers and actually know how to integrate hyperbolics and find reduction formulae or finding the eccentricity and the equation of the directrix for an ellipse.
it would be amazing if i passed the test tomorrow. but come to think of it, so what if i fail my further maths? i dont need it in my uni offers, i dont need it in uni, and i wont need it, EVER. so fuck it. im already happy with my A-grade in A-level math and that's all the math i need for uni.
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